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I Don't Know (Alternate Mix)

from Songs of Dejection by The Blunt Brothers

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I know my heart will heal eventually
But its hard
When 5 minutes feels like a century
And I’m scarred
Emotionally and mentally
I don’t know if you know what you meant to me
I suppose it don’t matter
My whole soul is shattered and so cold and battered
I know this allows me to grow and more after
But right now I cant crack a smile and no laughter
Back to back I smoked a pack but I left a half in the wrapper
Im just trying to get myself through the day
What can I say
Wondering just how long I’ll be feeling this way
Cuz it feels like eternity
I’m one with the suffering
I used to see the future now my whole life is buffering
I guess I have no choice but to move on to other things
Sometimes I cant breathe feels like Im smothering
Im wondering if I’ll ever be able to be in love again
Or will I die alone cuz I never learn to trust again
I don’t know
I wonder what I ever did to deserve this
You told me that I always treated you perfect
Then turned around and made me feel worthless
To be honest I still think about our first kiss
You broke the promise when you said you wouldn’t treat me this way
That’s a lie
When you told me you was leaving that day
Felt like I died
On the inside, I guess Im really not surprised
We talked about this very situation many times
And you would say some perfect lies to help ease my mind
Cant say Im insecure if my intuition was right
Now Im getting high
And drowning in a bottle
Dying more and more each day
Don’t give a fuck about tomorrow
I know that it could only get better
But really its whatever I’m used to the bad weather
Its on to my next endeavor
My next forever
I don’t know who she is but I’ll bet that she treats me better
Here’s a letter

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from Songs of Dejection, released November 4, 2021
Produced by Skip The Mechanic
Written and Performed by Cesill Fielder
Additional Vocals by Yung Miss
Mixed and Mastered by Cesill Fielder at Truly Blunted Studios

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Inland Empire veteran hip hop group, The Blunt Brothers. Est. 2003

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