Its times like these
I thank God I got rhymes like these
I had days I didn’t sleep
Several days I didn’t eat
This shit is way deep
Made my own music to heal to
Tryna move forward
Still looking in the rear view
Its too difficult to steer through
I guess its time to say goodbye to the real you
And I know this shit kills you
I understand
Its the same way I feel too
But really what are we doing
Tryna hold on to something that’s been ruined
There’s no coming back
So I guess we should keep it moving
But I feel like I lost two people when losing you
And honestly right now
I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing
Cant do nothing without the thought of you
And I’d be fronting if I said I was cool
I used to go to work
You’d drop the kids off at school
And I’d spend every minute waiting to come back to you
You was just a fool in love
Nah I’m really just a fool
People tell me I should leave you alone
They’re probably right so its time I let you go
Its so hard dog I tried
I cant believe these words are coming out my mouth love
Goodbye
Things just aint been the same
You keep on playing games
Know what I’ve got to do
Gotta say goodbye
Gotta say goodbye to you
You don’t pick up the phone
I’m at home all alone
Know what I got to do
Gotta say goodbye
Gotta say goodbye to you
credits
from Songs of Dejection,
released November 4, 2021
Produced by Skip The Mechanic
Written and Performed by Cesill Fielder & Yung Miss
Mixed and Mastered by Cesill Fielder at Truly Blunted Studios