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Songs of Dejection

by The Blunt Brothers

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1.
I don’t know where to go from here my worst nightmare, came to realize my fears or did I manifest it now I’m sitting here writing songs of dejection I’m battling depression its nothing new to me I’m used to being discarded my heart aint what it used to be all you need is love is what they say but that aint true you see cuz most of it is fake I aint have one that stayed true to me maybe I’m the problem too much baggage coming through with me maybe in another fuckin life it’ll be just you and me if not, you can say some kind words at my eulogy inside I feel nothing when I die is when I’m truly free songs of dejection Blessing in disguise the most high always testing to be honest I’m getting sick and fucking tired of these lessons and you can train yourself to hate me that don’t change the truth though baby when thinking ‘bout me moving on is enough to drive you crazy its hard to realize what you got ‘til it’s gone now that I’m gone, I’ve realized I’m probably better off alone its just the songs of dejection
2.
It didn’t have to be this way Its something that I’ll never understand I suffered through the years And shed so many tears I don’t know what else I can say Should I put a smile on my face and pretend to be ok I never thought it’d end this way And now that it has I don’t think I’ll ever be ok I tried so many ways and still I cant escape the pain I told you that I loved you and you said you felt the same But clearly that’s a lie You would have never done them things But you did and I’ll never be the same I gave you everything It’s a shame that you took it all for granted Creeping behind my back is not an accident you plan it And that right there shows me that you never cared And for that type of pain one can never be prepared So tell why I’m worried about you I’m hurting more knowing you’re hurting too I don’t expect you to understand cuz you’re selfish And I know that I meant nothing to you Shit its true They say the sun comes out after the rain So I hope one day I feel joy instead of pain But its not likely Even though I usually do the right thing Still trapped in the eye of the storm Thunder and lightning But I keep on pushing Tryna find some closure Realizing what’s really important as I get older Understand You can be the best version of a man And still get left out in the rain like you didn’t mean a thing They’ll come and tell you they’re sorry But it doesn’t mean a thing The damage been done from the drama that you bring That extra baggage you carry It could have been a ring You’re your own worst enemy Sabotage everything So tell me what I’m supposed to do When I cant picture my life without you I guess its just a memory Too bad you were nothing you pretended to be What a shame
3.
I Don't Know 02:23
I know my heart will heal eventually But its hard When 5 minutes feels like a century And I’m scarred Emotionally and mentally I don’t know if you know what you meant to me I suppose it don’t matter My whole soul is shattered and so cold and battered I know this allows me to grow and more after But right now I cant crack a smile and no laughter Back to back I smoked a pack but I left a half in the wrapper Im just trying to get myself through the day What can I say Wondering just how long I’ll be feeling this way Cuz it feels like eternity I’m one with the suffering I used to see the future now my whole life is buffering I guess I have no choice but to move on to other things Sometimes I cant breathe feels like Im smothering Im wondering if I’ll ever be able to be in love again Or will I die alone cuz I never learn to trust again I don’t know I wonder what I ever did to deserve this You told me that I always treated you perfect Then turned around and made me feel worthless To be honest I still think about our first kiss You broke the promise when you said you wouldn’t treat me this way That’s a lie When you told me you was leaving that day Felt like I died On the inside, I guess Im really not surprised We talked about this very situation many times And you would say some perfect lies to help ease my mind Cant say Im insecure if my intuition was right Now Im getting high And drowning in a bottle Dying more and more each day Don’t give a fuck about tomorrow I know that it could only get better But really its whatever I’m used to the bad weather Its on to my next endeavor My next forever I don’t know who she is but I’ll bet that she treats me better Here’s a letter
4.
I Remember 03:33
All the things you did Heavy on my mind Days just float away I keep wasting time I remember I remember what you did to me I remember But I cannot forget to live for me She’s like Medusa turned my heart to stone But when she calls I still pick up the phone I can’t leave her alone I can tell by her tone she don’t feel safe no more And she worries about me It ain’t her place no more Wishing we could go back in time Wishing that this shit was fuckin all in my mind Cuz it’s been weighing on me heavily So much it’s like I never sleep You used to give me life Now I feel like you’ll be the death of me Cold game no referee I gave ‘til nothings left of me Shiiit I still wish I had you next to me What happens next only time will tell So until we meet again I’ll be wishing you well Love. I grind to escape my trouble Dive deep just to fade the devil Even the ones that love you will watch you crumble They will give you nothing But knock your hustle So I keep my rage on muscle You wont see me buckle Just know I’m winning if you see me struggle The love the hate Get sold as a bundle They go on dates and move like a couple So I take both with a grain of salt They’ll play you soft If you don’t play your part You’ll break apart With that guarded heart That rebirth is a Godly spark
5.
Picture me rollin In the whip smoking Keep this bitch cloudy like early mornings in Oakland This chick had me open Ended up heart broken I guess that’s what I get for trusting women mixing potions With crystals and the stones We was always getting blown I guess I should have known cuz she was always on her phone But I held her down for years You know how the story goes Can’t give her a happy home if she’s unhappy in her soul For me it’s time to go Like peace, adios We was talking when I wrote this but by now I’m probably ghost Shit I used to do the most Now I’m somewhere on the coast Blowing smoke out my nose Middle fingers to them hoes Ain’t got no time for bullshit while I’m out here getting dough You was creeping on the low Now you can pack your bags and go Shiiit I still wonder why it happened I’m a hopeless romantic and it’s oh so tragic. This music made more enemies than I did friends to keep it real I suffered more Ls than I did wins fuck how you feel as the world spins collect my thoughts devil will start with distractions leave you in the dark I'm living through art change ya life blackman what you striving to be feelin like it's 96 and all eyes on me ces burning the herb I am Fred Hampton with words I if kill you I am killing Me what kind of master you serve deal with stress you done had it seeking success with bad habits hiding guarding ya status thinking its showtime like magic remember you reap what you sew pay that debt that owe people die everyday learn ya lessons and grow it's Mr boss for the win I play no games till the end steady focused on inns I see it clear through the lens and lord knows that we living in sin In the mean time picture me rollin In that 500 benz
6.
Goodbye 02:29
Its times like these I thank God I got rhymes like these I had days I didn’t sleep Several days I didn’t eat This shit is way deep Made my own music to heal to Tryna move forward Still looking in the rear view Its too difficult to steer through I guess its time to say goodbye to the real you And I know this shit kills you I understand Its the same way I feel too But really what are we doing Tryna hold on to something that’s been ruined There’s no coming back So I guess we should keep it moving But I feel like I lost two people when losing you And honestly right now I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing Cant do nothing without the thought of you And I’d be fronting if I said I was cool I used to go to work You’d drop the kids off at school And I’d spend every minute waiting to come back to you You was just a fool in love Nah I’m really just a fool People tell me I should leave you alone They’re probably right so its time I let you go Its so hard dog I tried I cant believe these words are coming out my mouth love Goodbye Things just aint been the same You keep on playing games Know what I’ve got to do Gotta say goodbye Gotta say goodbye to you You don’t pick up the phone I’m at home all alone Know what I got to do Gotta say goodbye Gotta say goodbye to you
7.
Will you remember Will you remember me Will you remember When my body sets me free Will you remember Will you remember me When my body sets me free I hope you don’t forget the good times Eyes like the moon and a smile like the sunshine Consumed my soul and my heart was no longer mine You were my breath when I breathe now I feel like I’m dying I spend most the time crying Most people don’t survive in the state of mind that I’m in It wasn’t what you did but how you did it and I’m trying To shake this fucking feeling but I can’t escape the time I can’t erase my mind I find myself closer to the end of the line With every single rhyme I’m about to lose my mind Tip toeing on the ledge Still haunted by every fucking word that you said Can’t help myself from thinking I’ll feel better when I’m dead Better that than an old bitter man alone instead Cold spot in my bed where you used to rest your head Now I’m the guy in the bar tryna drink himself to death.
8.
I know my heart will heal eventually But its hard When 5 minutes feels like a century And I’m scarred Emotionally and mentally I don’t know if you know what you meant to me I suppose it don’t matter My whole soul is shattered and so cold and battered I know this allows me to grow and more after But right now I cant crack a smile and no laughter Back to back I smoked a pack but I left a half in the wrapper Im just trying to get myself through the day What can I say Wondering just how long I’ll be feeling this way Cuz it feels like eternity I’m one with the suffering I used to see the future now my whole life is buffering I guess I have no choice but to move on to other things Sometimes I cant breathe feels like Im smothering Im wondering if I’ll ever be able to be in love again Or will I die alone cuz I never learn to trust again I don’t know I wonder what I ever did to deserve this You told me that I always treated you perfect Then turned around and made me feel worthless To be honest I still think about our first kiss You broke the promise when you said you wouldn’t treat me this way That’s a lie When you told me you was leaving that day Felt like I died On the inside, I guess Im really not surprised We talked about this very situation many times And you would say some perfect lies to help ease my mind Cant say Im insecure if my intuition was right Now Im getting high And drowning in a bottle Dying more and more each day Don’t give a fuck about tomorrow I know that it could only get better But really its whatever I’m used to the bad weather Its on to my next endeavor My next forever I don’t know who she is but I’ll bet that she treats me better Here’s a letter
9.
Will you remember Will you remember me Will you remember When my body sets me free Will you remember Will you remember me When my body sets me free I hope you don’t forget the good times Eyes like the moon and a smile like the sunshine Consumed my soul and my heart was no longer mine You were my breath when I breathe now I feel like I’m dying I spend most the time crying Most people don’t survive in the state of mind that I’m in It wasn’t what you did but how you did it and I’m trying To shake this fucking feeling but I can’t escape the time I can’t erase my mind I find myself closer to the end of the line With every single rhyme I’m about to lose my mind Tip toeing on the ledge Still haunted by every fucking word that you said Can’t help myself from thinking I’ll feel better when I’m dead Better that than an old bitter man alone instead Cold spot in my bed where you used to rest your head Now I’m the guy in the bar tryna drink himself to death

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released November 4, 2021

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